Ms. Paula Ann Phillips

God please take care of my Mom. She loves to be hugged, loved and she gives the best kisses on your cheek. She'll make you laugh, she'll make you smile. she'll make you cry. I'm jealous that you get to be with my Mother. I understand you took my happiness because she is a diamond and you want some of her love too. I hope she makes you happy like she did for me. Tell her I'm Sorry for all my imperfections, that you made me that way. Please take care of her and love her like we do. Please tell her that I'll never stop trying to find her and be with her again. Pray that you let me be with her again. I'll do almost anything for you to be with my Mom. Let her know that I'll never give up on her. Show my children that I need them, inspire the love I have for them to them, show them how much I love them. Tell them grandma is with us. Ask them to never forget how much she loves them. Help me fix me so they will love me more. I wish to see the love in their eyes shine again for me. They are my angels here on earth that you bless me with to teach me how to be better. Help them be so much better than me. I am their rough draft. I know Mom will always love us. She's one of a kind with such a beautiful gentle loving heart. Please tuck her in at night so she won't be scared, give her a kiss on the cheek and tell how much we love her. Please give me another chance to be with her. Mom I love you, can you hear me Mommy? I'm so lost without you, help me find my way.

Mom, I Love You Forever If Tomorrow Starts Without Me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJT6yDbPuS4

If I could rewind time, A letter to my Mother.  I wish I would have made many more memories with you. So much we could have done. I didn't realize life was so short. I would have always treated you like a queen and I have always tried to respect you. All the joy we gave each other. Your smile and happy spirit brighten up my world .  When I was younger I would wake up to your inviting voice while you were singing, like the pretty birds chirping away in the morning sunrise.   It will be sooooooo hard without you here to give me advice, to tell me everything is going to be alright. To give me your loving hugs when I needed them so much. Your gentle kisses on my cheek. I wish I could hug and hold you again. I know we had our hard times too. When you lost your mother around 35 and father about 50. When my marriage fell apart. When our children were having trouble times. They don't seem to understand that when they hurt, we hurt because we love them so much. They are a part of us. Life has made us a little bitter at the end, yet you and I have always held each other's hands. I would do and give almost anything to have you again. When you died you took most of my heart with you. The only heart I have left is for my children and they are my light. Just like you help me when it gets dark, they help me continue on. Like I did for you. If I could rewind time, I would try to make you happy every day of your life, so I could hear you laugh and to see you smile. I am so blessed and fortunate that I got to love you and all the love you gave me. Thank you so much for everything. I have never met anyone like you. You were always so happy to make me happy. You are so loving, caring and giving. If I could rewind time I would have given this letter to you on a very special day, just to see you smile. I Will Always Love You and carry you in my heart until the day I die. Goodbye... 💔 I Love You Mom https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV-tqV7-8o8

This Song Helps me to Cope and Understand Why We must lose Loved Ones. Perhaps, It Will Help. Jealous of the angles by Donna taggart (lyrics) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=no2Kj2wf1eo

Paula was a great and strong lady and mother and she will be missed. My condolences to you and your family.

I met Paula many years ago when she started doing my mother's hair, and we followed her when she changed locations. She was always so sweet, gentle and caring with Mom, and the nicest person you could hope to meet. Sending loving and healing prayers to her family. Sharon Clark and Dorothy (Dottie) Allen.

Please accept our deepest condolences for your family's loss.